I went from being in a pretty decent mood to feeling like I'm going to vomit depressing sayings all over chest in a sort of vomit-covered magnetic poetry way in a matter of seconds. I feel terrible. God, this sucks. I don't want to have to get up in the morning. I will never get to sleep tonight, I'll just toss around. Fuck. This is so fucking stupid. I'm angry at myself for feeling this way. All I want to do is lay on the floor and drink. That's terrible. I don't want to feel like this.